That is because I have no Idea what it is and what it is for. BTW to get to the dark corner where you can cry yoursellf out you first must take the first to the left and then the second to the right. I know where it is after playing Red Orchestra 2 for the first time yesterday...
we need something like this http://d1vogk5vrln3y8.cloudfront.net/pictures/9f1f64b519d20e2ccc36e1589a8f7555.jpg